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November

by Merlin Ball

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1.
Word 02:04
In the beginning was the word And I wonder what word it was A shout from the heart in ABC A buzzing from the brain in 123 The shapeless wail of a new baby I wonder what word it was And then he said that it was good I wonder what good he meant The good of a flower in the sunrise The good of my reflection in my lover’s eyes Or the hope and the sadness as we say goodbye I wonder what good he meant The shape of a word the shape of a bird Or that of a turd for all I know And all I know is not a lot I knew it once but I forgot I’ll never know but fun to guess As I sit here and write my mess
2.
Notebook 02:55
Everywhere you look Everything you see Everywhere you go No one is ever free Defined by tongue and teeth Masticated into shape How much do we lose Nobody can say Never hurts to try Can’t be harm in that All of my attempts Are pretty much just crap Others get so close The tears spring in my eyes A scent of alpine meadows So far away so high Everything you hear And touch and taste as well Someone has a word for it How bad they want to tell Tell the executioner Tell it to the judge Who out there is listening Who really cares that much So scribble in your notebook And think and think some more Pause and wonder to yourself What do I do this for These marks are saying nothing But I’ve learned not to care It’s fun and makes me happy Every fire needs air
3.
Tinker 03:52
Shoulders forward Head down Eyes locked On the ground What happened To the man The man with a plan Doctor lawyer movie star How I wonder what you are Is this all that’s left of me Turn the bright lights off Cuz I can’t see A place in this world for me Nothing solid Nothing sure Not the people We once were Random acts of Human love Patterned in The clouds above Above everything Doctor lawyer movie star How I wonder what you are Rich man poor man beggar thief Turn the bright lights off Cuz I can’t see A place in this world for me
4.
Maria 03:52
There was no sacrifice No stones to turn You showed me I Have so much to learn You lay on the bed Eyes closed and smile wide And I started falling For you way inside A song by a master Again and again It’s 30 years later How are you my friend You were on the run You weren’t allowed We stood for a moment On neutral ground
5.
Future 04:00
The future is waiting for you The one you swear you’ll never get to What to gain by worrying What to lose but everything La la la Empty mind best-laid plans Do not go well hand-in-hand On a whim and a smile We could go on for miles La la la
6.
Demon 03:25
Please don’t look There’s nothing to see Nothing to see here Nothing to see here Turn away There’s nothing to see You don’t want to witness You don’t want to witness Oblivion So close I can smell it I know what is coming I know what is coming No doubt about it No room for Providence I know all outcomes I know all outcomes There’s only one There’s only one And I’m taken in I’m taking it
7.
Treefort 04:04
Was it all about flesh Or body or bone Something to give or Something to own Were we just exploring The same stepping stone A step on the journey A phase to outgrow We were just kids Weren’t we Didn’t know what we were doing Did we We did it anyway We were just playing Hide and go seek A fortress of plywood High up in a tree No one to show us So we showed each other You beautiful thing My secret lost lover
8.
Ducks 04:51
Ducks! Look at all the ducks! How they scrabble and fumble Over one another In a frantic frenzy As they go for the seeds Just one more morsel Just one more mouthful Of birdseed or whatever The benevolent well-meaning Human hand that feeds Has to give out that day Just one more fuel pellet To keep the fire burning Warm throughout the coming winter The alternative is hunger And starvation in the iron cold That does not care at all Ducks! Look at all the ducks! No niceties here No social graces or acts of kindness This is jungle law writ large A double helix twisted tight So it cannot snap Ducks! Look at all the ducks! This is what we really are Or really must be to survive Eat the seeds to pass our seed On to the bright and shining future
9.
November 06:47
Late morning Grey silence Birds on wires Remember Balcony Cold beer or Hot coffee Remember Shivering In the dark With a grin Remember

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A bit of a departure from the large-scale production values of the Virus Cycle. Had to unwind a bit; strip things back and see what would happen with fewer instruments, single-take vocal tracks, and a slightly looser approach.

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released December 28, 2020

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Merlin Ball Vancouver, British Columbia

Merlin Ball draws on many musical atmospheres to create a singular space and mood. Net result: indie-driven stuff that blazes along under sombre skies and brilliant sunrises. How do you talk to someone 10,000 years away? This is Merlin Ball's attempt.

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